So, translation: "I got back from the trip, found out everyone was pissy at me (since I had no idea you'd all be *so* sensitive about this), and, well, yeah, you're yelling at me. So? You know I've been a jerk in the past, why should this surprise you? I know what I did was wrong, but, gosh, I'm still gonna do it anyway. Yell at me, I don't care."