it's a great life, if you don't weaken (matociquala) wrote,
it's a great life, if you don't weaken
matociquala

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it is bitter and it is my heart

deathmarch so far:

words since 12:00 AM Monday: 6026
sleep since 6:30 AM Sunday: 9 hours
hours in deathmarch so far: 27
showers: 2
pages written: 31
pots coffee: 2
large mugs salabat: 2
pots tisane: 2 (licorice spice, strawberry kiwi)
pots tea: 1 (black dragonfruit)
dancing: rock lobster and the electric slide
handfuls of nutritional supplements: 2 (flax oil, borage oil, assorted vitamins)
food: pretzel rod, sticky rice with soy sauce, cheese and rosemary crackers, mushroom chicken steamed bun, olives marinated in bay, greek yogurt, cherries, two persimmons with lemon juice, 3 cubes of crystallized ginger; a big bowl of fortified whole-grain angelhair pasta with cheese, a glass of grapefruit/cranberry juice, more pasta (this time lemon pasta with peas and cheese), muesli with 2% milk
alcohol: 4 shots of bourbon
drugs: 4 aspirin, 2 naproxene sodium
stomach: cast iron, with a nonreactive enamel coat.



          1. Delerium - Forgotten Worlds (7:32)
          2. Bono - Hallelujah (4:55)
          3. Tangerine Dream -red blood connection (4:45)
          4. Enya - Cursum Perficio (4:09)
          5. Gary Numan - The Angel Wars (5:04)
          6. Shriekback - The Bastard Sons of Enoch (5:07)
          7. K.D. Lang - Hallelujah (5:01)
          8. Danzig - Her Black Wings (4:47)
          9. Dead Can Dance - The Host of Seraphim (6:20)
          10. Shriekback - My Spine is the Bass Line (4:02)
          11. Juno Reactor - God Is God (front 242 God Zilla Mix) (5:11)
          12. The Heads - No Talking Just Head (4:29)
          13. Hughes Hall - Sleep Now (2:02)
          14. Enigma - Mea Culpa (5:03)
          15. That Fucking Tank - Pumping Iron (3:06)
          16. Trevor Jones - Theme From "Excalibur" (2:49)
          17. Gary Numan - Prophecy (5:05)
          18. Damien Rice - Rootless Tree (4:22)
          19. Lacuna Coil - Enjoy the Silence (4:10)
          20. Gary Numan - Dead Heaven (5:23)
          21. Leonard Cohen - Hallelujah (4:39)
          22. Phil Ochs - The Crucifixion (8:46)
          23. Tyrell Bros. / Vangelis - Theme from Bladerunner (3:52)
          24. Regina Spektor - Hallelujah (5:16)
          25. Art Of Noise - Paranoimia 89 (7:15)
          26. Gary Numan - Dominion Day (4:52)
          27. Apocalyptica - Hall Of The Mountain King (3:29)
          28. Danny Elfman - Main Titles (3:49)
          29. Apotheosis/Carl Orff - Carmina Burana - O Fortuna (Techno Remix)2 (4:52)
          30. Apocalyptica - One (5:44)
          31. Vitas Bumac - Opera 2 (3:14)
          32. Bettie Serveert - Hallelujah (4:48)
          33. Iron & Wine - Evening On the Ground (Lilith's Song) (3:06)
          34. Fatboy Slim - Slash Dot Dash (2:54)
          35. Entrain - Dancin' In The Light (Tarbosh) (4:17)
          36. Rufus Wainwright - Hallelujah (4:08)
          37. Trevor Jones - Into The City (4:48)
          38. Das Ich - Re Animat (4:25)
          39. Vitas Bumac - lucia di lammermoor (3:32)
          40. Enigma - I Love You... I'll Kill You (8:52)
          41. Psycho Maniak - Deep Shit (5:32)
          42. Shriekback - Achtung (4:24)
          43. :Wumpscut: - Wreath of Barbs (5:27)
          44. Gary Numan - Absolution (5:00)
          45. Apocalyptica - Until it Sleeps (3:14)
          46. Jose Gonzalez - Heartbeats (2:40)
          47. Psycho Maniak - Deep Space (4:16)
          48. Iron & Wine - Woman King (4:24)
          49. Kill Bill - battle without honor (2:28)
          50. Willie Nelson - Hallelujah (4:55)
          51. Shriekback - Nemesis (Arch-Deviant mix) (6:07)
          52. Damien Rice - 9 Crimes (3:39)
          53. Enigma - Knocking On Forbidden Doors (4:31)
          54. Jeff Buckley - Hallelujah (6:53)
          55. Delerium - Lamentation (8:31)



Only two scenes left. Only two scenes left.

Nothing left to do except...

...tear out the reader's heart.

And eat it.

First there must be food, though. And maybe dancing.
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