Goodbye, Blue Monday
April 10, 2007 will live in infamy as the day Kurt Vonnegut finally got his oft-expressed wish.
It turns out it wasn't the cigarettes after all.Too bad for the rest of us, we have to carry on without him.
God Bless You, Mr. Vonnegut. You helped get me through adolescence more intact than maybe otherwise.
I remember Welcome to the Monkeyhouse. Slaughterhouse five may be his best-known work, but Welcome to the Monkeyhouse showed me just what you could do.
And, this needs to be said, so it goes.
Then he talked about noticing when you're happy. He said, "I had a good uncle and a bad uncle. The bad uncle was Dan. But the good uncle was Alex. And what he found objectionable about human beings was they never noticed it when they were really happy.
So, whenever he was really happy, you know he could be sitting around in the shade in the summertime in the shade of an apple tree, and drinking lemonade and talking. Just sort of this back-and-forth buzzing like honey bees. And Uncle Alex would all of a sudden say; If this isn't nice what is? And then we'd realize how happy we were and we might have missed it.
And the bad Uncle Dan was when I came home from the war which I was quite painful. He clapped me on the back and said; You're a man now. I wanted to kill kill 'em."
By the midpoint of the interview, I was crying. I didn't know why. I felt like he'd got at the heart of something I hadn't been able to reach before. He seemed so humane, funny, appreciative -- grieved at the world and loving it and laughing at it.
I don't know how to explain it.
I'm glad he was here. I'm glad he isn't hurting anymore. And I'm thankful that he left a legacy of books that I can reach out for.
Yes. That's it exactly. He seems to have loved hard, and gotten hurt by it, but it never made him mean.
I'll miss him.
I remember being shocked, surprised, and angry when I read Pournelle and Niven's Inferno, and they had Vonnegut prominently featured in their Hell. I couldn't fathom, at the time, just why they hated him so much to include him, still living, in it.
Over the years, reading and listening to Mr. Vonnegut's works and his philosophy, I understand better.
I'm scared. All i had was Sirens of Titan when I was a kid. You guys are pretty tough. I know a guy that inlays Tralfamadorians in his banjo necks..
Pournelle is a right wing ass, but something about that neon sign buzzing in the catacombs of Hell stays with me.. And Vonnegut's Wrecks and Reeks..
Not all of the "Greatest Generation" followed the party line, in any case..