i said father, change my name. the one i'm using now, it's covered up with fear and cowardice and sh

Tea today: Twinings Lapsang Souchong
Teacup today: Japanese bamboo

Sadly, that bread with goat cheese and fig preserves is ALL GONE NOW. So I shall put on my big girl pants, and try to finish "Underground."

Tags: new amsterdam, tea, the daily commute

i think you know i'm hurting but I can say for certain my deductive skills are barely working

One thing I'm finding upsetting is how much food I've had to throw out over the past couple of weeks as the cancer bullshit and stress eats our…
sequence of events:

Discover burned out microwave light Fuck around for two months Get screwdriver, remove light cover Remove burnt out light Discover no…
don't don't don't let's start. i've got a weak heart.

Holy shit, how did I forget to listen to TMBG for so damned long? That was a terrible idea. It's amazing how having kittens gives me something…