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it's a great life, if you don't weaken

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i will rise. i have learned.

In seven days, it will be time for The Tempering of Men.

truepenny and I thought it would be nice to give you a preview. And so, Chapter 1!

Vethulf and Skjaldwulf did not get along.

They had almost nothing in common. Where Vethulf was red, Skjaldwulf was dark. Where Vethulf was sharp-tongued, Skjaldwulf was taciturn. Where Vethulf's temper ran hot and savage, Skjaldwulf would brood and consider before he spoke or acted.

There was only one thing they could agree on, and that was Isolfr. And agreeing about Isolfr did more to increase the tension between them than relieve it. For they both wanted him, desired him, cared for him, though he was as cold and distant and dutiful as any princess given in marriage unwilling. They needed him, not merely as men, but as the pair-yoked wolfjarls of Franangford. His recent two-month absence, even though he had returned from it with the unlooked-for svartalvish allies who had been the salvation of the entire Wolfmaegthing, had made this unhappily manifest.

The Franangfordthreat could not manage without its wolfsprechend; it was too new, the ranks too unsettled, and the second bitch Ingrun and her brother Randulfr were not mete to fill a konigenwolf's place in the pack.

That konigenwolf, Viradecthis--already a legend in the fifth year of her life, a konigenwolf of the sort that ruled songs and stories that were old when Skjaldwulf's grandfather told them to the boy-child at his knee--had chosen two wolves to mate with, black Mar and odd-eyed Kjaran, and in that binding had bound their brothers Vethulf and Skjaldwulf to her brother, pale Isolfr. Thus, they were bound also to Franangford, to lead its men as Viradechtis led its wolves.

Some mornings, still, Skjaldwulf woke disbelieving. He had never expected that Mar, his rangy wolf-brother, would be willing to fight and die to win Viradechtis. That half of his willingness had been Skjaldwulf's own bone-deep longing for Isolfr seemed a greater gift than Skjaldwulf could ever be worthy of. It was not in either of them to wish to lead wolves, or wolfcarls, but if that was the price, they would accept it and call it fair.

Skjaldwulf was lucky and more than lucky that neither he nor Mar had died in the violent night that had founded the Franangfordthreat. For when he looked at Vethulf Kjaransbrother and saw in his eyes the same willingness to kill or die that he felt in his own heart, Viradechtis had made a different choice. She had come between Mar and Kjaran, and chosen them both.

Thus Isolfr was Skjaldwulf's wolfsprechend, and Skjaldwulf thought that he was unlikely to lose that gift unless Mar through some unlikely circumstance offended Viradechtis. Whatever the tension between their brothers, Viradechtis, Mar, and Kjaran frankly doted on each other. Skjaldwulf--dark, ill-favored, spidery, and silent, as he had always thought himself--had that which he most wanted. He had Isolfr who was like a white shadow drifting through the wolfheall--everywhere at once, listening, understanding, speaking quiet words that calmed men drawn taut by war or rut or personal enmities, or the enmities of wolves.

But he did not have Isolfr's desire.

It could have been worse, Skjaldwulf admitted to himself, grimly snowshoeing over fluffy drifts, grateful enough that his turn at breaking trail afforded him a few hours isolation from the creaking, swearing mass of men, svartalfar, and wolves bound for Othinnsaesc and the battle that would, one way or another, be the resolution of a war between men and trolls that had cost them more than he cared to reckon. It could have been worse; Isolfr could have preferred Vethulf. Isolfr could have been actively cruel, rather than simply Isolfr: honorable, meticulous, ferocious in battle, reserved in peace. But Isolfr was also inward-looking--Skjaldwulf knew the signs, being afflicted with the disease himself--and as unwilling to be unkind as he was to accept Skjaldwulf as a lover. At least Skjaldwulf had the comfort, or the torment, of knowing that he would likely have Isolfr again, if only when Viradechtis went into season. 

The memories were sharp, unhazed by the blur of wolf-rut, and that made them no easier to bear. Because while he wanted Isolfr, he wanted Isolfr; not Isolfr driven wild with Viradechtis' heat, not Isolfr half-mad and half-lucid. He wanted an Isolfr who could demand as well as surrender.

And that problem would not admit of a solution.

Skjaldwulf snorted and shook his head, resting for a moment under his pack while the rest of the group caught up to him. His breath steamed; his calves were aching. It was time someone else took his place breaking trail.

So many of the wolves and men and svartalfar were wounded after the fighting to retake Franangford. So many, too wounded even to march, had been sent back to Bravoll and Isolfr and Leitholfr's care.

So many, unfit for fighting, were at work as quartermasters, managing the rearguard, or sledging supplies along the extended line from Bravoll. He was unsurprised when Othwulf and Vikingr came up next to him. They were big and strong, wolf and man, and would have no trouble taking their turn. Othwulf patted Skjaldwulf on the shoulder and Skjaldwulf fell back, ready to return his snowshoes and switch to easier skis now that he was no longer engaged in tamping down the snow for the sledges. Mar would be glad of the opportunity to run free and hunt.

Skjaldwulf sighed heavily as he struggled with his bindings. He should just find a lover who wanted him. But that would only put the unfairness on another man, who did not deserve it, whereas this situation, Skjaldwulf thought with a bitter grin, he had brought deliberately and knowingly upon himself.


He left his pack on one of the sledges, told Grimolfr where he was going, and checked Mar's pads for ice crystals before they struck out on the trail. His plan was to strike out perpendicular to the hard-skiing column, to hang a little back from the front, and keep an eye out for animals flushed by the advance. It was a strategy that had served them well in the past. They had good hope of bringing down a red deer or something similar in size, enough to feed many wolves and men.

Logistics: they had to march hard, to have a chance of reaching Othinnsaesc before the trellwarren had bulwarked against them. But they also had to reach the overrun town hale enough to fight. Which, in the hard winter, meant food and lots of it.

He heard crashing ahead--downwind, inconveniently--and skied softly toward it, Mar swinging wide to flank. Once he was in position, Skjaldwulf drove his ski poles into the snow and freed his fingers from his mittens. He nocked an arrow and drew his bow, sighting down the shaft--

--and paused when he head human voices, raised in argument over the crunching of snow. Voices he knew: Eyjolfr and Vethulf, and it did not sound like a friendly difference of opinion.

"I've my own tongue to speak my mind," Eyjolfr said, and Skjaldwulf could not hear Vethulf's answer, but he knew his wolfsprechend's other wolfjarl well enough to know that whatever he said, it would be scathing. Skjaldwulf sent his mind out to Mar, who was still swinging out on his arc. Mar had heard the wolfcarls too and knew this was not prey, after all. Skjaldwulf asked for silence and discretion.

Vethulf's Kjaran and Glaedir--who was bound to Eyjolfr--knew they were there, but the wolves were keeping a good distance from their human brothers. They were of different wolfthreats, and this was not a fight that concerned them: it was not an argument over territory or bitches, but rather some obscure point of human dominance, and the wolves would not interfere unless it came to more-than-casual blows.

Skjaldwulf at first had a good mind to join them. It was even odds that Vethulf had started the shouting match through omission or commission. Skjaldwulf had had enough experience of Vethulf's stinging tongue to have a pretty good idea of how he would react to Skjaldwulf's interference.

But then he heard Eyjolfr's answer to whatever Vethulf had said "--Have you ever considered that he avoids you because he doesn't like you, wolfcarl? You'd not be the first to receive Isolfr's grudging endurance, leavened by a little cruel flirtation--" and Skjaldwulf cursed under his breath, shoved the arrow back into his quiver, and grabbed for his ski poles even as he lifted the bow over his head with the other hand.

He had forgotten, for the moment, that Vethulf was not his only thwarted rival for Isolfr's affections. Whatever else happened, Vethulf was his shieldbrother, by necessity if not by choice. And Eyjolfr was at times driven by his temper to act the fool.

Skjaldwulf was skiing fast, the snow hissing under his feet, when he broke through the screening brush and came upon them. Both turned as he planted his poles to skid to a stop, and from the way Vethulf's fists clenched inside his deerhide mittens, Skjaldwulf had not arrived too soon. Glaedir appeared like a slanting beam of moonlight among the trees on the far side of the clearing. Skjaldwulf reached out to Mar with a thought.

Mar was beside him in a matter of moments, Kjaran running at his hip. And then there were three wolves, and three men, and Skjaldwulf released his ski poles and let his hands fall to his sides. "Eyjolfr," he said, "your wolfjarl will want to speak to you."

Which was truth, as far as it went, and through Mar and Grimolfr's brother Skald, Skjaldwulf made sure that Grimolfr knew what to expect--a small example of the great conspiracy of wulfheofodmenn, so like the conspiracy of adults that Skjaldwulf had, when he was a child, already suspected. Meanwhile Eyjolfr still stared at him, arms folded, wide-legged on his snowshoes. "You are no man to order me, Skjaldwulf. I am not of your threat--"

"No," Skjaldwulf said. "But Vethulf is of my threat. And Grimolfr is your wolfjarl. You will kindly heed my words."

Eyjolfr looked down first. He huffed, glanced over his shoulder to collect Glaedir, and tromped off through the snow, showshoes hissing, arms swinging viciously.

When he was well away, Skjaldwulf regained his poles and skied to within conversational distance with Vethulf.

The next thing he knew, he was on his ass in the snow. Vethulf stood over him, face as red as his braids, shaking his right hand as if it hurt as much as Skjaldwulf's jaw. "Hel take you," Vethulf said, venomously. "You have no idea what he was saying about Isolfr. He needs his foul mouth stopped."

"Believe me," Skjaldwulf said, "whatever poison he's spreading, I've heard it."

It would be awkward standing up in the skis. He was lucky he hadn't twisted his ankle in the fall. He held up his hand for assistance, and Vethulf, after a grim pause, reached out and hauled him to his feet. At the edge of the clearing, Mar and Kjaran eyed them curiously, and then Mar turned and unceremoniously began to wash Kjaran's ear.

"How can you stand to listen to it?" Vethulf asked, after an uncomfortable few moments in which Skjaldwulf dusted himself off and cast about for his ski poles.

Skjaldwulf shrugged. "I don't listen. Anyone with sense knows that Eyjolfr is hotheaded and hurt in his pride, and that Isolfr hasn't a cruel bone in his body. That, if anything, he gives too much to his wolf."

"It's what makes him a good wolfsprechend," Vethulf said, stubbornly loyal. And then he looked down and cleared his throat, turning away.

Skjaldwulf closed his eyes. "Oh, Baldur's tits. I'm an idiot. You too?"

"Me too what?" Vethulf was defensive, arms crossed, the tails of his snowshoes denting the drifts as he rocked back on his heels, almost far enough to overbalance before he caught himself.

"You love him," Skjaldwulf said, and--unwillingly--Vethulf nodded.

"He doesn't care," Vethulf said, with a shrug that lifted his bearskin coat around his ears. "He'd rather I were anyone else in the Wolfmaegth."

"Vethulf, you idiot, he'd rather you were a woman."

The look on Vethulf's face, as if Skjaldwulf had cracked him over the head with one of his ski poles, was very nearly worth it.

 "I've been threatbrother to him five years," Skjaldwulf said carefully, "and I have never seen him choose a man when it was not for his sister's sake. It is never easy for him to lie down for a man--never--and Viradechtis’ open mating . . ." Skjaldwulf couldn't say it, for his own dignity, for Isolfr's. His voice trailed off, and he shrugged.

"Aye," Vethulf muttered. "I have heard a little." And he tilted his head toward Kjaran and Mar. But he still wasn't meeting Skjaldwulf's eyes, staring stubbornly at the wolves, who lay in the snow, secure and warm in their fur coats.

It was uncomfortable, stringing so many words together when he wasn't telling tales. But Skjaldwulf reminded himself that Vethulf was still a rather young man, sharp emotions not yet worn smooth by the passage of time. And he had not known Isolfr for five years, had not watched him grow from skinny jarl's son into wolfsprechend of Franangford. "He isn't playing us for jealousy. It's not his nature. But what you want of him . . . is not his nature, either."

Vethulf swallowed hard; Skjaldwulf saw his throat work under his scarf and his furs. "I would lie down for him, if he wanted," he said, and then jerked his chin upwards, sideways, as if a violent motion was the only way he could force himself to meet Skjaldwulf's eyes.

"I know," Skjaldwulf said. "So would I."


By the time they returned to the army, camp was made, and they entered it in silence, Vethulf trudging along on his snowshoes as Skjaldwulf skied ahead. They had slung poles over their shoulders, and between them hung the gutted body of a winter-thin doe. Their beards and their wolves' faces were red with the blood of the steaming, raw liver they had shared. Skjaldwulf sank down by a fire and unlaced his skis, exhausted, while Vethulf found someplace to pitch their tent. Mar and Kjaran insisted on sharing sleeping quarters--though Skjaldwulf would have expected them to form a ferocious rivalry, but perhaps wolves were more sensible than men in this as in so many things--and Skjaldwulf and Vethulf lived by the whim of their wolves.

When Vethulf was done, Skjaldwulf brought him steaming wine. They sat side by side to eat their meager suppers.

Things were easier between them, somehow, though Skjaldwulf could read Vethulf's lovesick misery in the set of his shoulders, and hated himself for forcing Vethulf to admit it--to himself as well as to Skjaldwulf. Meanwhile, Vethulf kept shooting him sidelong glances, as if he too were wrestling with some private guilt.

When Mar had finished crunching the raw, meaty marrowbone of the doe that he'd been allotted, he scrubbed his face and paws in the snow, leaving behind furrowed claw marks and pink-red bloodstains. He shook ostentatiously, sending snow flying, and nosed the flap of the hide tent. Kjaran, whose insufficient dinner had been slightly more than half of a hare, was right beside him, and Vethulf stood as well. "Good night, Skjaldwulf," he said--the first words other than "thanks" and "hand me that" that had passed his lips since they'd killed the deer.

"I'll be in as soon as I put the fire out," Skjaldwulf answered. He smothered it quickly with handfuls of snow. All around, clustered on the lee side of tree trunks, other fires still burned in the darkness. Isolfr's shieldbrothers--Ulfbjorn, Frithulf, and Kari--had the next camp over. Skjaldwulf wondered for a moment if they had promised Isolfr to keep an eye on his wolfjarls. It would be like Isolfr to worry.

And like him to keep it to himself, if he did.

Skjaldwulf pissed against the runners of the nearest unloaded and upturned sledge, so his urine would freeze into lubricating ice. He tucked himself away before anything more important could freeze, feeling the ache of the cold and the deer-hauling in his once-broken ribs and collarbone.  Upon entering the tent, he peeled off his boots. The boots went into a sheltered corner of the tent beside Vethulf's, with Skjaldwulf's snowy trews laid over them. He spread his coat over the pile of bedding, snowy side up, but did not otherwise undress as he crawled over sleeping wolves and man to find his place.

The tent reeked of damp wolf and unwashed wolfcarl, but between the body heat and the insulating snow that Vethulf had heaped over its canvas walls, it was halfway warm. Under the covers, it would even be comfortable; Vethulf and two dog wolves threw off a good amount of heat. And Vethulf had made the sacrifice of crawling into the cold tent first, to warm it with his body. It was a sort of peace offering, like Skjaldwulf's mulled wine.

And so was the way Vethulf--not yet asleep--lifted the blankets and furs, inviting him into the warm, reeking nest. Skjaldwulf went gratefully, drawing his knees up to his chest so his chilled, stockinged feet would be in the warmth.

It was a long way to Othinnsaesc still.


This time of year, the days shortened fast, to solstice and the inevitable endless nights that surrounded it. Hands of hands of days had passed by the time they came within striking range of Othinnsaesc. The assembled might of Wolfmaegth and svartalfar and wolfless men now rose and walked and slept again in darkness and brutal cold, stamping and swearing, breath smoking from straining lungs to rime hoods and beards with hoar.

On this morning, Vethulf, sliding from under the furs, cursed mightily. Skjaldwulf wanted to tell him to wait fifteen years.

Skjaldwulf felt the teeth of winter sunk in every bone he'd ever broken, every joint he'd torn or strained. At his age, that sometimes seemed like most of them.

One of the sledge reindeer had died in the night; by the time Isolfr's shield-brother Kari found it and brought Skjaldwulf out to see, it was already frozen almost too stiff for butchering.  Mittened hands pulled into the sleeves of his coat, he frowned into the fur of his hood and shuddered.

"I hope its heart gave out," he said, unwilling to contemplate an army at the mercy of cold intense enough to drop a reindeer in its tracks. He sent Kari to fetch svartalfar to handle the butchering. Their knives were better, and the smiths and mothers would see the meat equally distributed.

Skjaldwulf was developing the beginnings of an appreciation for the svartalfar's sense of fair dealing, uncompromising though it was. This particular alf was named Iolite, which if Skjaldwulf had the convention right meant it was a male--not that that seemed to matter, to svartalfar, except in that females had two means of attaining the highest ranks of the council, and he thought the most important were both smiths and mothers.

In any case, Iolite was neither a smith nor a mother. He seemed young, his teeth not yet etched with elaborate inlaid decorations, the hands at the ends of his spidery limbs smooth-nailed and quick when he eased off his mittens.  The alfar also seemed less susceptible to the cold than men, and Skjaldwulf watched with curiosity as Iolite handled the knife bare-fleshed in chill that would have blackened Skjaldwulf's flesh in minutes.

Skjaldwulf was not so strong as an alf, either, but Iolite seemed happy when Skjaldwulf grasped the reindeer's legs and pulled it onto its back, belly exposed to the sky for butchering. Gelid blood clotted Iolite's knife as he cut from the genitals to the sternum without puncturing the entrails.  Pale intestines and blood-dark liver flopped loose, oozing from the wound as Iolite snaked an endless arm up behind them to cut free the diaphragm and esophagus.

Trellwolves were already gathering in a respectful circle, their coats so dense they seemed more like animate clouds of thistledown than enormous gaunt predators. Skjaldwulf recognized Mar, Guthleifr, Kari's Hrafn--almost as black as Mar, but smaller--and a half-dozen from alien wolfheallan. At a glance from Iolite, Skjaldwulf rolled the reindeer onto its side, spilling the guts on stained snow. Now Iolite reached inside the pelvis, cutting the anus and genitals free.

Mar whined, elbows hovering above the snow. Under the fur, Skjaldwulf knew he was painfully skinny--skinnier than he should have been, with so many months of winter still to come. The wolves lingering behind him were in no better condition.

Neither, truth to tell, was the dead reindeer, but there was meat still on it.

Skjaldwulf wiped his mitten across his frosted beard. Frozen and dried blood from the liver of yesterday's deer crumbled and caught in the yarn: he rubbed his palm clean on the reindeer's leg.  "Iolite," he said, catching himself before he called the svartalfar Master.  "Divide this meat among the wolves, please? Everything but the intestines. They can have the hide and legs too."

Iolite glanced up from his bloody work and made a good attempt at a frown. "I'll see it done."

Leaving Mar to his breakfast, Skjaldwulf shuffled off through packed snow, in search of Vethulf, recognizable by his buff-colored hide hood. The other wolfjarl was moving from campfire to campfire, speaking with men as his brother spoke with wolves, making sure of everyone's health and strength--making them laugh, even, which was something neither Isolfr nor Skjaldwulf himself could have managed right now. For a moment, Skjaldwulf stood with his arms folded and watched.

His attention must have drawn Vethulf's notice, because between conversations Vethulf turned to him and caught Skjaldwulf's gaze, raising his chin challengingly. Skjaldwulf bit back hard on a momentary flare of irritation and came down a little slope. He took Vethulf's sleeve and turned him aside, leaning their hooded heads together.  "We need to start butchering the reindeer."

"We'll have to pull the sledges ourselves," Vethulf said, but he didn't argue. Nor did he suggest that perhaps the svartalfar could help out by butchering a few of their shaggy dwarfish ponies, for which Skjaldwulf was grateful.

"Us and the wolfthreat."

"Right." Vethulf leaned back, his mittened hands thrust up his sleeves for a little additional warmth. Snow creaked under his boots: here in camp, it was packed enough that he didn't absolutely need snowshoes or skis. "I'll tell Grimolfr."


Trellwolves were more sensitive to scent than men, but even Vethulf could smell Othinnsaesc before the Wolfmaegth heard the sea, for all winter had frozen the stench of unburied corpses. On a night only a few days before the solstice, after slaughtering the first three trellish sentries they came upon, the army camped inside the woods, a mile or so from the border of hewn trees their scouts reported.

Vethulf joined the wolfjarl of Nithogsfjoll, grizzled and wiry Grimolfr, in picking his way silently and without lights to the edge of the trell-harrowed lands. Across a rude clearing leading down to the cliffs over the sea, the smoke of trellish fires was almost invisible on a blackened sky. Two wolfjarls stared unhappily at the smudges blurring crystal stars.

The sun-turning was upon them. Vethulf could not shake the sense that if only they could hold on until its return, it would prove an omen of survival.

"They've marked out the boundaries," Grimolfr said. "They're burning our woods." Weariness made his voice crack and sag in the middle.

Vethulf understood. He couldn't muster much outrage himself, or much emotion besides grim resignation. They had come this far, and they would fight now. It was as inevitable as snow. "It saves us time," he said. "We won't have to kindle our own bonfires to burn them out.

"Skjaldwulf will be pleased," Grimolfr said.

Vethulf snorted. If it made a good story, Skjaldwulf would like it.

Grimolfr said, "I hope we got all the sentries."

It wouldn't matter. The trolls had to know they were coming.

"I don't fancy fighting a whole warren of trolls in the dark."

Grimolfr's mouth worked behind his scarf. "There won't be a morning," he said. "And the dark is when we fight trolls. Come on. You post sentries and collect the jarls. I'll gather the wolfheofodmenn and the smiths and mothers. We'll go in as soon as we can form up. There's no sense in giving the trolls time to tunnel under and flank us."


The wolfless men camped on the left flank of the army, and their sentries knew the wolfheofodmenn of the army by sight. Vethulf was ready for the usual mutters and sneak-eyed glances, but this fur-swaddled sentry greeted him with a raised hand. "Wolfjarl," he said. "Are you looking for the other wolfcarl?"

"I was looking for the night heofodman," Vethulf said. "Which other wolfcarl?"

"Yellow-bearded and about as tall and old as you. The wolf was a tan bitch, gray around the neck. He wanted the heofodman too."

Vethulf nodded approval of the sentry's sharp eyes, and made a point of remembering the man's face. Even now, most wolfless men heeded only the man and did not look at the wolf. And Vethulf recognized the description of the wolf more surely than the description of the man. Blond men there were a-plenty, but wolf-bitches were a different matter.

Randulfr and Ingrun. A wolfcarl and subordinate bitch of Isolfr's former threat. What would they want with wolfless men? Vethulf found that he did not like mysteries in the approach to a battle. If Kjaran had been with him, his hackles might have spiked at Vethulf's rising irritation. As it was, Vethulf shrugged himself tighter in sweater, tunic, coat, and cloak. He stamped his feet to shake the snow from his calf-wrappings and warm the blood in his feet; he was more successful at one thing than the other. "If it was the heofodman he sought, then I may accomplish two errands in one. Who and where?"

"He's with Fargrimr Fastarrson, the heir of  Siglufjordhur," the sentry said. Siglufjordhur was a big southern keep, far down the peninsula in what Vethulf had heard were impossibly temperate climes--four months of winter, no more, and only a week dark at the heart of it. "Head northwest. About a quarter-hour's walking."

Vethulf was three steps away when he remembered himself. "Thank you," he said over his shoulder. "Othinn guide your hand."

The sentry nodded in return. "Othinn guide your hand, wolfjarl."

As the sentry had promised, the walk was short--even less than a quarter-hour. Vethulf passed several campsites, and at each the wolfless men were unwontedly polite. A close and common enemy made for quiet camps. At the last fire Vethulf walked by, the Jarl of Siglufjordhur's greybearded housecarl told him the Jarl's fire was the next. "But the Jarl's asleep."

"I'm to speak with the son," Vethulf said.

The housecarl snorted. "Well, all right. But I'll wager he's not your type."

Vethulf's arms crossed as his spine drew itself erect. Bilious words scorched his throat, but he bit down on the inside of his cheek and rebuked himself, what would Isolfr say if he saw you screaming like a fishwife at some wolfless man?

"I'll wager you're right," he snarled, and turned as crisply as he could in snowshoes to stalk across trammeled drifts to the next fire.

He could make out Randulfr and Ingrun at their ease on skins beside a shielded fire, and a lean, sword-wearing man dressed in well-sewn seal fur seated beside them. As Vethulf entered the ring of light, both men and the wolf looked up. Vethulf suddenly understood the housecarl's amusement.

The face over the seal fur collar was beardless, framed by hard blond plaits that sharpened its features but could not coarsen their delicacy. Fargrimr Fastarrson was either a very pretty, very young boy--or he wasn't a man born at all.

Vethulf's hesitation and confusion must have been obvious, because Randulfr popped to his feet while Ingrun's tail waved negligently once or twice. "Vethulf," he said, with every indication of delight. "Are you looking for me? This is my brother, Fargrimr. He became my father's heir when I went to the tithe. Grimi, this is Vethulf Kjaransbrother, Franangford's wolfjarl."

"So it was your yard we cleaned the trolls from," Fargrimr said. "I'd wondered whose mean huswifery that was."

Perhaps the words should have offended, but rather than being mocking, Fargrimr's teasing invited camaraderie.  The voice was high and sweet, but the intonation was a man's. Vethulf fought the urge to shake his head like a wolf to clear his ears.

"It wasn't mine when the trolls moved in," Vethulf said. "I just inherited the problem."

Randulfr extended a hand to clasp. Vethulf put his own hand in it and let Randulfr transfer the clasp to Fargrimr's, once Fargrimr had dusted the snow from his trews and bindings. He had a good grip, solid and meaningful through his mittens, hard from the sword.

In the southern lands where there were no trolls, it was not entirely unheard of for a man without sons to make one. An unlucky sire could choose one of his daughters as heir and raise her as a sworn-man, a functional son. Such a girl never grew to be a woman: instead, she grew to be a man. She would take a man's name and would not marry, though some took girls as lovers, and thus she could head her father's household when he died. Upon her passing, one of her--his--sister-sons could then inherit. Sworn-men supposedly submitted to a course of herbs and surgeries that would unwoman them, but on the evidence of his eyes Vethulf thought that might be slander. The furs were thick, but Vethulf could see no sign that Fargrimr, at least, had had his breasts burned from his body.

Vethulf had also heard that there were four or five sworn-men with the company of wolfless men--one an archer who had died in Franangford, as it happened--but he hadn't realized any ranked.

"I didn't know you were a southerner," Vethulf said to Randulfr, so he wouldn't stare at Fargrimr's chest. "You don't have an accent."

Randulfr extended his right arm through the gap in his cloak and shoved up the nested sleeves of his coat, sweater, surcoat, and tunic to expose a naked white arm. "No tattoos, either. I went to the heall too young."

Beside his brother, Fargrimr also stripped his sleeve, showing--by contrast--muddy wriggling swirls of blue-green wode and hairless forearms banded with muscle like barrelstaves.

"His fault," Fargrimr said, fondly, and punched his brother. "I would have had washerwoman calluses, instead of learning the axe."

"I was born Fasti Fastarrson," Randulfr said. "Someday I'll tell you how I wound up in the borderlands. It's a long story, involving a trade negotiation and a young wolf-bitch who tagged along with her mother after being told to stay home." He grinned fondly at Ingrun, who had sprawled on her side as if the snow were a featherbed, her feet extended toward the coals. "But you have the look of a man with a message, wolfjarl."

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