Caveat: my inner Abby Irene looks a lot more like the fifty-something Helen Mirren. Warning: images contain spoilers. Descriptive copy is overly flattering to Bears.
Page 55 of Carnival revisions, final pass (the Hard Stuff revision). I've passed through "thrashing" and into "resignation." This is the part where one has to rely on craft to carry one through, because passion and inspiration, not so much.